hello lovelies,

i did it last year and the year before: a recap. a lot has happend in 2014. a lot of unexpected things. in a good or bad way- i don't know. but i can say this- i do feel a lot more better than the years before. and hopefully i can blog again. i will take babysteps. and won't push myself too far. from too much pressure never comes good. 

predominatly feeling for 2015?
i want this year to be a quite, less stressful one 

what did you do for the first time in 2014?

talked openly about my diagnosis 

what have you done in 2014 after a long period of time? 

read more than the average 20 books a year

what haven't you done in 2014? 

still didn't blog that much

word of the year?

dysthymie (in english it is called double depression)

gain or lose weight?


city of the year? 


visited places? 

none this year

drank alcohol?

yes, but not much

hair longer or shorter? 

first longer and then cut it off again. i am and still will be a short hair girl

spend more or less? 

i decided to take a closer look at my finances and will try to spend less money this year

how much was your highest mobile bill?

35 euros

spend time in hospital?  

yes. in a day hospital

fall in love? 
no, but had the usual crush on someone

most called person?
my mom
happiest time with whom? 

my friends and pebbles

spend most time with?

that'll be pebbles i guess. and probably l.

song of the year?
hasn't changed since last year: caspar 'im ascheregen' (meaningful to me-more than ever) 

book of the year?
norwegian wood - haruki murakami, jojo moyes - one plus one, patti smith - just kids, eric axl sund - krähenmädchen, narbenkind

tv-serie of the year? 
ripper street, penny dreadful, gotham. marvel agents of s.h.i.e.l.d., american horror story, stalker, scandal, how to get away with murder and peaky blinders

insight of the year?  

you can't please everybody and i am not responsible for everyone and everything that surrounds me

three things i didn`t want to experience?

the death of my beloved dwarf gizmo
doing the same mistakes over and over again
letting my depression getting in the way of my life 

nicest occasion?
just being with my friends and doesn't need to explain a single thing because they know and better, understand :*

2014 in one word?


Have a nice week,


time and time again...sundays

hi there,

i am back ( i think ^^)

saw: american horror story - coven (finally i came to the end); game of thromes
read: todesengel
heard: beyonce, marteria, casper, miss platnum
did: went to miss platnum,  night out with j., made my home bunny safe
ate: nothing fancy at all
drank: watermelon man (my fav cocktail); coffee, tea, water
thought: changes are about to come
happy about: i am here. i am.
angry about: stupid, narrowminded people
wished: that all ends well
bought: a new printer *shiny*
clicked: pinterest

wish you a great mothers day!



you just gotta love him

hello lovelies,

i wish you a very good start in another week.  

todays quote is from the infamous robert downey jr. he is one of my favourite actors. even in his early age he was and the crush still holds on. i think he is getting better and better with age. and he surely has some 'je ne sais quois' around him which i find utterly aborable.

have a nice day,

quote found via pinterest
source (for now) here


time and time again...sundays

hello lovelies,

i hope you all had a wonderful week. 
i had a visitor in my little flat this week and it surely was great to have someone here for the first time. we had a lot of catching up to do and it was so great. next time you are here i hopefully will have some free time to spend with you!

saw: the walking dead; scandal; suits; reign; true detectives; sherlock (with h. and we squeed a lot :))
read: finally finished 'silver bay' and now on to 'das hexenkreuz'
heard: miss platnum on heavy rotation- can't get enough of her new album
did: bowling, late night talks with h. while she was here
ate: salad with chicken, riso pollo, indian curry
drunk: water, coffee, vanilla chai tea, tequila sunrise, carrot-orange-ginger-juice
thought: mind your own f***g business!
happy about: my first visitor in my apartement; a really, really lovely night with my co-workers and my somehow a little stupid rabbit who tries to jump on my new armchair but fails with a really loud 'thump' (he then just pretended it never happend but i am certain he will try again-in the end he is one little fighter who never gives up)
angry about: why do people always feel the urge to talk behind someones back? this really is annoying.
wished: that my rabbit stays with me as long as possible
bought: mascara
clicked: pinterest, blogs

have a nice and sunny sunday,


and that is why i love taking pictures

hello lovelies,

another week another inspirational quote ;)

hope you have a lovely day,

found on pinterest.
source here and here